Down with flu last week but still had to work hard at trying to get a job. I always think after we sow our seeds (the applications) we should wait for it to grow (get response). Why is everyone pushing me and lamenting that I am staying home and not working hard to get a job?
Just got an opportunity for a long term lounge music gig. It's going to be a 3-Girl-Band if it works out. I liked the terms, few hours at night everyday, more than $1k a month (monthly salary), but I don't like the lady boss who is going to be one of the musicians. All of a sudden I felt that the musician's job on ship though miserably paid, still makes me feel much better than working with strangers who seem to be unwilling to take me in but pretend to be nice.
Yesterday went for audition for the above job, I was filled with ambivilance, one hand I hope I can get to work there at Marina Mandarin Bar/ Lounge, one the other hand I foresee I'll be rather unhappy with my company due to the fact that she is my "boss"'s woman, won't look nice to offend her. Maybe I should get myself better agents? Or be like her, get a sugar daddy and make him my agent? Or maybe totally quit fromthe scene and get a better job, as people say, I am educated, why stoop so low?
I can only say that music is one thing that can make me really happy, but it can also make me really sad. What can make you can break you.
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