Monday, February 25, 2008

Out of town and almost out of touch



Tomorrow early in the morning I will be flying off (yes I've said it already in previous entry). Finally I can take a short break from work, but I don't quite feel enthusiastic about it right now. :(




Dear didn't quite have much to say about it, didn't even wayang that he will miss me or anything near that. I was kind of disapointed, now I know how Brian must have felt when he thought I would have certain reactions but I didn't. Sigh... oh well... How I wished he would give me a hug (of course not at work) and whisper a soft and sweet "goodbye, take care, I'll wait for you to come back" something like that but he didn't. (I am now going to type what Brian used to say about me) Even my not so close friends wished me well, but he didn't. What's wrong with this guy? And why am I so upset about this little issue(I used to think Brian was a wimp)Oh... this is so so no good.




Dear dear dear dear... I will miss you.




Sunday, February 24, 2008

SOLO city here I come

I will be away in Indonesia's Solo City. Flight taking off on Tuesday and I haven't packed a single thing.

On one hand I am looking forward towards it, on the other hand I can't really bear not seeing my dear for so many days. Sigh...

Anyway I suppose this will be a good break from school, considering that the students are a little hard to handle (please don't anyone sue me, I am not making insulting remarks about them) due to the fact that CA i just over and the holidays are so near.

Today I met up with Yuliang, a friend who does my travel insurance for me. I am so glad to hear that his wife who is also my friend is expecting, and they will be having their baby in August this year. I am so happy for them!

Yesterday DEAR and I spent a realy long day together, from 11am all the way till 7pm. We partly tried to iron out issues about keeping ourselves professional and kind of keep our relationshiph discreet, we always have to do this about not being able to spend time... The rest of the time we had pizza at pastamania, then went for a movie at tiong bahru plaza because marina bay was no longer available for kite-flying.

We watched the show The Leap Years and I was so sad, thinking about how many guys I have left broken-hearted and those who may still be waiting for me. Dear was not quite sympathetic about it, saying that I think too sensitively. Maybe he is right, maybe he doesn't know what's good to say to console me. I felt quite sorry for him to have behaved that way; it isn't that I don't love him, but sometimes memories still come back.

To think of it Dear seldom have complaints about me, most of the time it is me having demands of him and most of the time he will try to accommodate. Isn't he such a kind-hearted, loving partner? Consider that I am so petty and gets worked up so very very easily...

"A saint once decreed that a man must accept a woman's proposal on the 29th February"

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Sorry for not posting

I am really very sorry for not posting, really busy with work (not date) that I don't have time for him nor even myself, since the first day of the year I've been telling myself I need to change my schedule, he has been telling me too... sigh...

Have been reading my ex-es's blogs, you ask me why but I still want to know if they are still doing well.
http://www.babyhorn.blogspot.com/
http://www.lonelybassist.blogspot.com/

I must say I love my current boyfriend really a lot and I can feel that he dotes on me a great deal, I know I have said this many times, but as time goes, this fact is confirmed again and again. I met his mum and dad at their place over the new year, not bad not bad. He met mine too also not bad not bad. =) Hopefully things all go well and there is progress by the next new year???????? (Dear, got read this?heehee)

Valentine's day is coming, still dunno what to buy, he is doing the CATS loveline thing, I am soooo looking forward to it!