Ups and Downs

I'm pms-ing here in front of the laptop in the middle of the night at 2.03am sigh sigh sigh...

This is probably due to the fact that I had a busy weekend since last friday 26th Oct till Monday 29th Oct and a little unsettled on Tuesday settle untamed ends of my life.

DEAR will be going on reservist on 7th Nov which is the coming Wednesday, therefore now he has loads to get done (so that these things need not bug him and get carried over the time) before he goes off. That means less time for me :( and it doesn't help that there was a last minute meeting this afternoon for him and thus an project presentation to churn out; there goes our pre-negotiated shopping trip. He did not join me for music jamming at night as well. I was a little disappointed.

I was also a little unsettled with the fact that we had some miscommunication and a slight dispute over the complimentary tickets to this Sunday's concert due to several issues and repercussions which I (over-proportionately) foresee. I felt very sorry to have used such a harsh tone on my dearest DEAR, was hoping to be able to make up for it and be a nice little woman on our "outing" but too bad it was cancelled due to unforeseen circumstances.

Life is full of ups and downs and relationship is a part of my life... so... I guess, the journey had jsut begun. Good Luck to me!~